Character Discussion

Didn’t get much writing done today, huh… I want to write, but I’m finding it difficult to actually write stuff. I can’t decide which prompts I even want to work on. So I’m going to just write in my blog.

There are way too many characters. o_o That’s how I feel sometimes. I prefer to focus on the childhood friends. The other girls beside Rin aren’t necessarily bad characters, I do like them, but I find if I have them all involved, my fics get bogged down in endless talking.

How’s that any different to the common route of Little Busters? LOL, I know >_> I actually prefer the scenes where all the childhood friends are together, and with as few of the other heroines besides Rin. Not that I don’t enjoy stuff like Kick The Can…

Scenes where Riki’s talking with a single heroine who isn’t Rin can actually feel pretty weak in comparison. Sure, there are some decent scenes, but I just really prefer the scenes with the other boys around.

Maybe that’s one reason why Refrain is so great, the heroines aren’t around? Eh… The interaction, the humour, the dialogue is really solid in Refrain. Refrain is great. The common route is great too.

I really just want to write about Kyousuke & Riki & Rin, and there’s no harm in having Masato and Kengo around either. Komari’s good to have around too so she can be in lesbians with Rin. Kurugaya is a fun character too though, with her perversion, and Mio for being a fujoshi. Hell yeah. Haruka and Kud are just, okay. I do like them though, I swear.

What about Kanata, Sasami and Saya? Ehh. I don’t really care about them. I don’t *dislike* them, I guess, I just have no interest in writing them. Sure, I guess they have managed to worm their way into the odd chapter or one-shot though. I’d just prefer to focus on the main cast.

The boys need more love, dammit. ;_; I want a Kyousuke figure. At least there’s the Kyousuke dakimakura, but I want a figure. I also kinda wouldn’t mind a cross-dressing Riki dakimakura. Huehuehue. Not gonna happen though. I figure we’re done with new Little Busters dakimakuras. Probably done with new Little Busters figures too.

At least there’s the anime box sets coming out soon. A Refrain one should follow. I’d like to see something new for the Little Busters 10th anniversary~ Probably won’t be much more than an artbook, but I wouldn’t mind a new artbook. Just gimme new Little Busters things. ;_;

Starting over?

Getting imbibed on alcohol while lying in bed is ever so fun. Nothing like lying in bed and sipping a glass of wine. Living on my own is awesome.

So, what am I going to talk about now? Hmm. I wonder if I might start over on some of my sci-fi prompts for Mission Insane. Body Swap was fun, with Riki accidentally starting a rumour about Rin being a cross-dressing boy, but it got bogged down in dialogue and feels a bit, egh. As much as I love Little Busters, I apparently don’t want to write like Maeda.

*glances at Charlotte*

Yeah, don’t write like Maeda.

… yes, I know I’m making no damn sense now.

But I want to write stuff that’s more… serious? Action-y? You know, with plot. I guess. If it’s just proceed from Point A to Point B with nothing but people talking, it’s a bit dull. I need to be more adventurous~

Unfortunately, sometimes I kind of suck at thinking of ideas.

NaNo is always a hurdle. All the dragging out I have to do…. T_T

Letting it go

I kinda feel like I just want to let myself go and write whatever the hell I want, y’know? Write all the smut, yay! \O/ With anyone I damn well want and any pairings I like~ (uhh… not that I’m going to go too nuts. o_O)

Let it go, let it go, can’t hold it back anymore. Let it go, let it go, turn away and slam the door~ I don’t care what they’re going to say, let the storm rage oooon!

Uh, anyway… what was I talking about?

Honestly, it’s hard to focus on writing at the moment. I want to write, but it’s hard to concentrate D= And I’m kinda bored… probably because I’m just sitting in the house all day long. Yippee.

So, I’m trying to write some smut drabbles using drabble prompts. Fun. It might not actually all be Kyouriki. *gasp* … Meh. I already wrote a fic prompt where Masato fisted Riki, didn’t I? There’s no harm in using my imagination.

If it makes people scream in horror, all the better… j/k.

Of course it will mostly be slash. Slash is the best. I’m not too keen on involving the girls. Kurugaya, okay, everyone else…

They totally don’t all have sex in an H rated version of Little Busters or anything, nope. Well, whatever, time to let my imagination run riot! Yay!

NaNo pondering

This is what I wrote on my iPhone trying to think of ideas for NaNoWriMo.

Kyouriki and Komarin definitely. Focus on those four.
Drama is fun. Make them suffer. Well, not all of them.
Set after high school? Great excuse not to have every girl around all the time. (10 characters is a lot to have in a single scene ok)

Writing on my iPhone is a pain. Even moreso now that the swipe keyboard app I was using stopped working >< Ugh.

My imagination gets really edgy when I'm playing with plotbunnies in bed, I swear. I thought up Kyousuke getting drugged and raped by a workmate, then the workmate attacked Riki in their apartment when he was alone but Rin comes and manages to call the cops and… uh, idek, I think up crazy shit sometimes.

Sometimes I'm in that kind of mood. '.' Anyway, nobody wants to see rape in Little Busters fanfiction, right? Come on, self… I thought I was going to try to break the curse of NaNoWriMo.

… I guess the nightmares fic already went there though. Kyousuke's nightmare involved him believing Rin was dead, only to find out she had wound up with memory loss and been forced into prostitution. Yup, I went there. o_o Well, it didn't happen to Rin *directly*, her nightmare was about something else entirely, so that's totally okay, right? ^^;

Eh, I don't think there's any harm in tackling darker issues, as long as it's done tastefully. And wasn't I supposed to stop caring about what other people thought anyway?

Why do I have so many blogs anyway? Maybe this will be my honesty blog, where I just write what the fuck ever and not care about people seeing it. I'll expose my dark side to the world! Muahahahahaha! … I'm in a strange mood today, sorry.

… Sometimes I try to pretend I'm an innocent soul and shy from posting certain fanfiction on my main accounts. This doesn't always work out. Besides, sockpuppeting wouldn't work in a tiny fandom like Little Busters. Posting Litbus fanfiction as Kyarorain instead of Rincchi doesn't really count, does it?

Ho-hum…

How about Magical Girl Riki? … No? Meh, I suck at thinking of ideas. But why not? He gets to wear a pretty dress and fight monsters that came the hell out of nowhere and not get tentacle- uh, I mean… never mind.

I couldn’t just write 50,000 words of crack and insanity, could I? Dream worlds hold so much potential. I can come up with absolutely anything. Anything~

I can pretty much predict how NaNo would go.

“Gee, I’m in the mood for darkness, angst and terrible things.” *starts writing fanfic filled with darkness, angst, and terrible things.*

Five days later…

“Ugh, darkness, angst and terrible things are just too depressing. Let’s start a new fic~” *switches over to something fluffy and comedic or whatever*

And by the end of it, I will be combining word counts from both of them as well as a bazillion half-assed oneshots I wrote to count toward the quota. That’s how it usually goes… ‘.’ I’m such a rebel.

Mood swings, man. They are such a pain.

Working on Halloween fanfiction

I’m working hard on my planned Halloween fanfic, to the point I’ve been getting hand pain. Ouch. >_> Not fun. Basically, the Little Busters have scary nightmares or something. It’s a dream world thing, though I’m not entirely sure how they end up there. I’ll get to that soon. Maybe. Depends on if I finish the fic.

Honestly, I’m kinda starting to suffer from story fatigue ‘.’ It’s a bit of a drag…

Still haven’t thought of nightmares for like half of them.

Mio’s nightmare is Kyousuke and Riki breaking up. OBVIOUSLY. Haha, just kidding… but Kyousuke and Riki breaking up would be a terrible thing indeed. *shudder* If they became a couple in the first place. Pfft, they are already a couple. Definitely. Kyousuke x Riki is canon and nobody can persuade me otherwise.

I can’t even gush about Kyouriki on my Twitter account because, uh, certain people. Sigh. Oh, well, I can gush about it here. I love Kyouriki! \O/ Yay for Kyouriki!

I want to write more Kyouriki… write all the Kyouriki porn, ohh yessss. ❤

There aren't enough people writing Little Busters fanfiction. Sadness.

But at least Kyousuke x Riki is the most popular pairing on the AO3 tag. Isn't that great?

Anyway, watch me half-ass this nightmares fic. Come to think of it, what would Kurugaya's nightmare be?

…………………………………………….. fuck knows. Whoever's behind this dream world nonsense would have a hard time giving her the heebie jeebies, let alone traumatizing her.

Being a fujoshi

Today is going to be another productive day. \O/ I really feel like being productive. It’s amazing. I need to make up for that writing slump I was in.

Yes, I realize rambling in my blog isn’t exactly conductive but I don’t care. 😀

Man, how many times have I hit the search button on my Chromebook thinking it’s Caps Lock? I love my Chromebook though. ❤

Anyway, I’m going to work on the Mission Insane prompts some more.

Horror is done. Oh boy… I can’t wait to freak people out. Kink is just about done… although some of those prompts are severely half-assed, yahahaha ^^; I couldn’t really do anything for bondage and bdsm, and hot wax… hot wax? Really? That’s a kink? I don’t get it at all. Oh well. Yay for writing bad porn~

I’m also working on sci-fi prompts. There’s even more porn in there.

Am I going to do all these prompt tables? Eh, probably not, there are so many of them @_@ I’ll just have to sort the prompt tables out, decide which ones I’m willing to do and which ones to throw out. Some of these prompt tables are pretty good though.

There’s going to be plenty of Kyouriki ❤ Aw yeah, I love Kyouriki.

I wish I could go on about Kyouriki and retweet it on my Twitter, but, ugh. I have to be followed by those boring “normal” people who look down their nose at fujoshi, and dislike Kyouriki and Trap Riki, that kind of thing, ugh. ;_; It sucks.

I love cross-dressing Riki. I love Kyouriki. I am a fujoshi and damn proud of it too. Being surrounded by boring people sucks.

Then I guess I should just go be myself on Tumblr instead. Tumblr can be a bit stressful for me sometimes though, meh. But at least I can just not care about what people think of the stuff I post.

Okay, enough of this blogging, get back to ficcing, self!